success... partly

Finally, for the 1st time, I managed to keep the coffee solution up in my intestines for a few minutes. After so many trials and errors, I did it! At last!! I'm supposed to keep it up there for about 15 to 20 mins after the solution stop flowing, and I managed to keep for 8 mins. This is a success bcuz before this, I didnt even managed to keep for a minute.

Does it mean I will get well??? I hope. I pray, pls make it quick bcuz I sudah mau tak boleh tahan the s***** diet. Hehe I know I'm not disciplined enough. Took abit of biscuit, ice-cream, bread, noodle, etc.

Squash them in!! go in shoo shoo

Look at this mess. I really cannot pack nicely. Everything seems like it's just being dumped inside the suitcase. See the contact lens solution there? Stingy me, nono should put it this way. Wanting to save money (everyone else is just the same lol), I intend to bring one whole year supply of solution so that I do not need to buy them there.

That's not all my clothes. Not all are in yet. Hehe... If all are in, I realy don't know how am I gonna find space for shoes/sandals.

Regretted buying only a 28inched bag.

Impossible

Nothing seem to work for my stupid and annoying eczema. Argh I hate the way it looks and I hate the way it feels. Can someone pls suggest a method??? Emo emo emo!!! Don't know why suddenly it appears few years back. Hate it so badly I wanna chop somebody's head now!

Torture

I'm supposed to be eating whatever I wanna eat, whatever that's nice to eat and whatever I think i will miss when I'm far far away from home. Instead, I've just started dis regime which goes like this... My diet consists only of honey+apple cider drink, fruit juices, oats+honey+raisin, other kinds of fruits (banana, dragonfrut, etc) and MY LUNCH N DINNER ARE JUST POTATOES AND TOMATOES!! (lunch: baked potato, dinner: potato soup). And most of this are organic and another minus point is dat I'm also not allowed to take any rice, noodle, salt, sugar, kicap or whatever else.

All bcuz I'm doing a detox coffee enema (TWICE a day, not one) which I will have to do for a period of a few days to a week, depending on how fast I progress. So, TORTURE for DAYSSSSS!!!

Yes, dis is bcuz my mum believes I'm having eczema bcuz I have something wrong in my body and I need to clear those stuff so I might get better... Just in time before I leave.

new look!

Went for a hair cut... supposedly to make my hair easier to maintain while I'm at the UK (cutting hair over there would cost a bomb, and ppl totally discourage it unless we really need it). Instead, it's even more difficult to maintain cuz it's so damn layered. Kinda like the hair cut though...Result= A less flat hair + more volume (good), the need to blow my hair everytime I bath (lazy but will do it). And I have fringe now!! I've been 'craving' for fringe. Hehe.

Few days after the haircut, I decided to go for a hair dye. Result= Red headed girl (that's what I call myself now). Some ppl say it's 'lala', but what can I do now?? It's too late to do anything. I just have to live up with it. At least the saloon used a good brand (scharzkopf) and did treatment for me as well, so my hair wouldn't look like it's gonna die anytime soon. Oh ya, darling, thx for paying for it as a gift.

Yes ppl, I know many of you who saw me couldn't recognise me. But this is how I look now.

Dinner at Chili's. Same spot we seated exactly 11 months back. Starting to feel emo. I know I will feel more and more emo as day by day passes. I don't wanna leave!!! I don't wanna go to UK. I'm already missing Malaysia and everyone here.

It's only 20 days before I leave and I haven't even got my luggage bag. I'm quite sure I'm one of the last ppl buying it. And I have tons of things to buy. My shopping list doesn't seem to get shorter and I'm quite sure I left out many things in my list (bcuz I don't even know what I want to bring). What if I exceed the max weight limit of 30kgs given??? I don't want to go through the embarrassment of Mr Hira (that's our tour agent) taking my photo removing things from my luggage at the airport and showing them in a Powerpoint slide to the next batch flying there next year.

Although I don't have a luggage bag yet, I've packed some of my things which I won't be using the next few weeks and put it into a basket and paper bag. Hoping to make life easier for me when I get it cuz I can just dump into the huge bag. Well, I don't know how to pack. How can ppl arrange things so nicely that they can fit so many things in there??? Mummy's gonna do it, I don't care! And I wanna bring Jesvin (that's a soft toy belonging to alvin), cannot bring mine cuz it's too big. Can she fit into my handcarry? I don't want to risk it being cut open by the customs if I just squash it into my check-in luggage. sobsob...

Hey ppl, I will call u guys out for a yumcha session or something before I leave. Isnt many ppl to meet I think cuz so many of you are already overseas. Well, do call me out ya if I forgot to... hehe yikesss...

N yeah. I will be blogging more often when I'm there so ppl can get updated about my life. Internet connection at home sucks cuz I have to use bro's computer. When I'm there, hopefully I get to online every single moment. hehe

Knocking the big 20

Countdown... 24 hours from now and I'll hit my twenties. I'm now a so-called grown up, getting quite old I suppose? But I'm so not ready to be in my twenties. I look small, I think small. Hopefully, like people, wisdom comes along with age.

A birthday celebration... what's great about it?
Getting to spend it with frens...
Some pics...

A group pic

Another group pic

Frens from IMU

Frens from SMSJ

Last but not least, my cousins.

Grab the pics from here. Of coz there are more, msg me for the rest. Too lazy to upload.

That's all for now. Countdown-ing to 12 midnight 28th jan. hehe...

Welcome 2007!