"Golden Hair Girl" no more

Today was PP3 OTC dispensing exam. What we're supposed to do is act as real pharmacists attending to patients coming into our pharmacy. Asking the right questions to make sure he's having the right condition in mind, and dispensing the right medication is part of the exam. The whole process is recorded on a tape and will be viewed by our lecturers to be examined.

So we're now down with only the final paper, our nightmare paper, PP3.

Since it's after exam, I told myself "It's about time I dye my hair back to its original colour." I procrastinated for such a long time already although I've already bought the hair dye bcuz I felt like abit 'sayang' cuz I like the golden hair so much. So we did THIS!

Presenting Ms. Garbage Girl. I look so horrible in the stupid so-called garbage bag t-shirt. But it's the only way to protect my clothing.

Hairdresser #1 with oversized gloves.

Me meddling with the dye kit. Need to learn bcuz never actually do it on our own before. Mummy always do it for me when I'm at home.

Hairdresser #2 with the tools hahaha.

Workplace! Us being vain lol. They can open hair saloon liao lor and charge you people for it. Hmm it's something we can think about u know, since we're so broke here.

Hairdressers reunited. Showing off their assets... their hands. Come, lets zoom in further...

Dye stuck to their fingers. Oh no, I'm so sorry for that.

Scroll down to see the result!

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TADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.......!!!

Dark brown hair! Don't be fooled by the lightness of the colour due to the yellow lights in my room. It's actually almost black when you see me in real person. It's even darker than my original hair colour.

Yeah, THIS is my actual colour now. Black right???

After so many months with golden hair, I'm feeling abit not used to having dark coloured hair. Need to adjust myself to it again. It is changes which make life more interesting right?

Thanks girls for becoming my 'hairdressers' of the day. You are both so cool. Hehe.

Change Yourself Malaysia

MALAYSIA, you gotta do something about those issues sang in the rap 'Negarakuku' if you want to progress. I would say that they were in fact very precise regarding what's happening in the country, for instance, the working attitude of the government servants and the police. I've seen both with my own eyes before. Police wearing a batch with the logo saying no to 'rasuah' but on the other hand, verbally asking for bribe. He spent so much of his time talking but all his words have only one single hidden meaning "MONEY PLEASE".

Oh, and the attitude of this lady working in the Foreign Affair Ministry is just unbearable. She was so fierce on the phone to us students enquiring if our Letter of Good Conduct was ready. I could remember I was so damn annoyed I felt like shouting and cursing her if she got any worse. And she just put the phone on hold without asking me to hold on and there wasn't any 'Good morning' or whatsoever greetings from her when she picked up the phone. I should have continued saying good morning until she replied me with the same greeting, wth. And my call got passed around to so many people before finally somebody attended to me.

And yeah, can someone teach the government that they should have the habit of answering calls?? 4 out of 5 times a call would not be picked up.

Yes it is wrong of him to create a song like this. Suing him is right bcuz he and the rest need to learn a lesson NOT to do things which are inpatriotic.

Every single issue mentioned is a problem and a threat to the country. You big shot people in the government crave to put M'sia up high but certain things will bring the country's name down indefinitely. So many people are already opting to work somewhere else instead of Msia. Even myself, if I do not have such a hassle applying to be a pharmacist in the UK, I'm quite sure I wouldn't return to Msia and serve the government.

Congrats

Congratulations to all M105s who convocated today, especially my dear Alvin. I know you have been looking forward for today. I know how jealous you were during my convocation in May. I'm not gonna sleep unless I accidentally I doze off from tiredness bcuz I wanna feel as if I'm there with you. Sharing your happiness and pride at this moment.

You officially completed half your course. And the next half would be even tougher to survive. But I know you can do it, and you will go through it with courage and strength. It wouldn't be easy. Nobody said it's going to be close to easy at all.

I miss you so much and I wish I am actually there. I know how stubborn I can be at times (very, in fact), but I don't mean it bcuz I am soft inside.

I wanna see you in the robe so so badly. Stupid skype wasn't working properly. Curse skype. Curse skype like hell.

A change in my blog

Look. I have a new template! I just had to upgrade from my old template, and the editing the new layout is simple! Somebody had to make me mad, so instead of going down to the grocery store to get a drink, if u guys know what I mean by a drink, I spent my time changing my layout.

I'm quite satisfied with it. I managed to retain everything from my old blog. *Michelle, Blogger's better! hahaha...* What's lacking now is that I don't have my favourite pink colour anymore. Maybe I've decided that I'm old enough to grow out of pink. Maybe not, but I just feel I need some changes in something today.

Maybe I've decided to be more mature and not to care about things which makes me upset anymore. I'll learn to shun those thoughts away so that I would be a happier person. Maybe I choose to be ignorant. I don't know if it's good.

I'm always the 'not nice' person. You're always the nice one. Even right before I left to come miles away, I'm still the bad one. Yes you're always right and I'm always wrong. It's your convo and I'm not happy for you, right? Go and find out if I'm happy for you or not.

Emo post

Why does things have to be so sucky?

Who should be blame when things do not go well?

Blame god? Blame others? Blame myself?

Yes, blaming myself for being so silly and careless. And blame Anne Boyter too! Made so many stupid mistakes in exemption exam.

Sakit kepala and still have to worry if I'll pass PP degree exam.

I will never eat grilled bread although they are nice to be used to make sandwiches. Blame the bread for causing my sore throat.

Argh!

Half my freedom obtained

I just did my FMT 2 exams yesterday. Not too good, but fine. Pharmacy practice was today. I screw up my chance to be exempted from the final degree exams. Well, never was I at the top of the class in the first place.

As holidays come nearer, I couldn't be more than excited. London, Switzerland, Italy!!!
I can't imagine how crazy I can be at times.

On the night before FMT 2, very late at night, I didn't had the mood to study. So what I did was a list of places to travel to in Europe and I taped it on my wall. That's my target, to get to visit a total of 13 countries within a year, excluding the UK.

I can't wait to see my mum too. Can't believe I'll be seeing her in less than 3 weeks. Seeing a family member here so far away from home is great.

For now, I do not need to think of anything else besides PP. I guess it's about time for me to relax after such a stressful semester that would possibly turned me mad if I wasn't tough enough. Many almost-breakdowns during the torture I experienced the last few weeks... Thank god I get to laugh around with my housemates to de-stress and I'm lucky my bf doesn't mind paying expensive phone bills keep me sane.

Boleh masak telur

That's what we call it when we score a damn zero for an exam. I have an 'egg' now bcuz my 100 marks were deducted to 0.

5 marks for legal category, 60 marks for not writing something that I couldn't even find in the BNF, 10 marks for writing too much info on the dose (write too little, minus marks, write too much eso minus marks, wth), 5 marks for telling the patient to do the wrong thing, 15 marks for not telling the doctor to adjust the dose 1 week later.

So that's a total of 100 marks deducted from my paper.

SCREW IT. I DON'T GIVE A DAMN. Take all you want from me.

I can now proudly tell myself I've got a zero. Isn't it cool?? -_-" *sarcarstic*

Motivate me to pass the next one. I DESPERATELY NEED TO.